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Disposed

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Start a new chapter, pick up on life, find what I'm after, avoid all the strife. What will it take now, to make you see, it's not what I wanted, just how it has to be. But what can I do, what will you say? Where do I go now, I cannot seem to think 'Cause it was wrong right from the beginning, now I'm not sure where to go. So many things now cannot be undone, and I just wish it wasn't so. All I ask for now is the truth, no more lies to cover up... What the problem is between us, I guess it's time we both grew up. But what can I do, what will you say? Where can I go now, I guess it's time to leave
3.
Lesbian Song 02:56
There's this girl I hang out with all the time, She's so awesome and she's so fine. We laugh at each others jokes no matter how bad, and never shared a moment that has been sad. There's only one more thing and I hate to say it but we both like girls... (We both like) girls undressed, even their breasts. I would say I had a shot, if I didn't have a cock. From front to back, they have a better chance. I shouldn't waste my time, I only get her in my mind. Can I make her say those words I want? Just so I could see her flaunt. Is there anyway to increase my chances? Could I fool her with any of my advances? I guess I'll try just one more time, I'm just afraid that she'll always like...
4.
With You 03:32
You are the one, I've got to have you. Do you know how good you make me feel? And now I think, l think that I'm falling, I've fallen so in love with you. Oh now I feel you coming closer, am I ready for tonight? I feel my heart, it's pounding faster. I'll be yours if that's alright? You are my one, you are my only, do you know how great I finally feel? And now I know, we'll be together. How long you ask, how 'bout forever? and now I love you more than ever, can I hold you close tonight? You will never have to wonder, everything will be alright. I swear I love you more than ever, come on kiss me one more time. Don't you ever even wonder, every thing will be just fine. You are my one you are my only. Do you know how great it makes me feel when I'm with you?
5.
Better Off 02:58
Well it's a tough world that we all live in, it's hard to start, hard to begin. What can I do? What can I say? It's not like it's gonna matter anyway so... Don't talk to me as I walk away cuz I couldn't care less of what you say, and you yelled at me when we were on the phone, and now I think I'd be better off alone. Now it's a tough situation that I'm in, can't always live on what has been, what'll you do? What'll you say? It's not like I'm gonna know anyway so... Don't talk to me as I walk away cuz I couldn't care less of what you say, and you yelled at me as we were driving home, and now I think that I'd be better off alone.
6.
H.B.I.G. 02:44
It's the same thing day after day, not much to do and even less to say. Just one chance that's all I plead, simple respect is all I need. I went to this party to have some fun, but had no idea it was a hit and run. I'm all give and you're all take, gimme gimme gimme, god you're so fake They act so persecuted, and oh so full of knowledge, just 'cause they withhold pleasure and we're never acknowledged. They fill me with frustration, and I fill them with doubt oh such judging eyes, why can't I just block them out. They play their little games while I'm just their pawn, can I win this round or have I already lost You're not the same girl day to day, just so misleading in every way. You keep running circles round my brain, and you call me the one who's insane. You were so nice right at the start, but now I think it's time to part. You can say you're honest and true, but now all I've got say is fuck you
7.
Just Another 02:03
I can’t, get away from You but, why can’t I Just leave, you behind I never could let you go But now, I must desert you In this place, where we First met, I guess it’s just Time for this to end I never thought I could fall in love with you And wake up again and not feel the same I’m sorry that it had to happen (End Up) this way But looking back I don’t regret a thing Now I, know you’re mad But just don’t, feel that bad You left me, for that dick Jealousy is not my friend You think, you’re above me I don’t, think that getting Dollar, bills shoved Down your pants is a job
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Don’t leave me hanging here you left me by the pier Just waiting for the time to drop that bomb on me Fighting for my words just to be heard As you scream at me there’s only one thing that I hear Excuses, Excuses That’s all you have now Excuses, Excuses They’re ringing in my ears Excuses, Excuses What did I expect Excuses, Excuses Now I know who you truly are Just glad I’m done with you after all this time It was great at first but dealing with you is out of my mind I’d fight for you but you’re probably blowing some guy You’ll never see me again cause now you’ll only be remembered for
9.
Excuses 02:27
Don’t leave me hanging here you left me by the pier Just waiting for the time to drop that bomb on me Fighting for my words just to be heard As you scream at me there’s only one thing that I hear Excuses, Excuses That’s all you have now Excuses, Excuses They’re ringing in my ears Excuses, Excuses What did I expect Excuses, Excuses Now I know who you truly are Just glad I’m done with you after all this time It was great at first but dealing with you is out of my mind I’d fight for you but you’re probably blowing some guy You’ll never see me again cause now you’ll only be remembered for
10.
Ambition 03:05
I'm so lost, what is life and where is it taking me? They say look out for the future, but I'm too blind to see. You've set me up, but I'm checked out and I know it's not okay. This is the me that you can't stand, the one that's here to stay. To live life in the moment coaxes such a lovely voice, I surely will abuse it and I know I'll make the choice but I think... Maybe I just don't know what is really good for me. And maybe everything is not quite as it seems. I only wish that things had gone a different way, But now I'm stranded here with nothing more to say. I'm still lost, in my life, now where is it dragging me? 18 years flew so fast, if only I'd have seen, all the times you've been there for me, as many as I've let you down. This apathy's now taken over, I'll be fine but just for now. To live life in the moment coaxes such a lovely voice, I surely have abused it and I know I've made this choice but I think... I've lost all my ambition All I'm left with is frustration Help me find some motivation Nevermind let's just indulge in our Procrastination My head begins to fill with all my regrets from the past. If only there was some way to make these moments last. I never would have faked it, and maybe even tried. I never should have let you go, I never should have lied, now I think...
11.
The Outsider 03:03
No one knows what he's been through, his lonely mind is all on you. Scarred from wounds that never heal, he wonders if it's all for real. Hides his shame and all the pain, that wants to all flood out like rain. Is there something? Is there more? Will someone tell him what's in store? He stares right out the door, his thoughts become no more. Filled with all this indecision, the sickness of precision. Now he's got to make the choice, to sit out or to be the voice, the voice that will let others see, the story of his life 'cause he, just might be the answer then, if and when they let him in, 'cause no one knows what he's been through, his lonely heart is all for you He walks right out the door, he wonders if there's something more. Filled with all his indecision, nothing more than just precision.
12.
End of Time 03:32
Can I walk here next to you, sit down and talk with you, let's return to long ago, erase the fights and just let go. It doesn't have to be this way, I promise that if you stay, I'll be there when you fall, to answer every warning call. Please don't walk out the door, I'll be yours forevermore. Place your hand in mind I'll need you 'til the end of time. Please don't walk out the door, I'll need you forevermore. Place your hand in mine, together 'til the end of time.
13.
Borderline 05:18
I have no where to go Why can't you just leave me here alone I tried so hard just to run away But now I realize this is where I stay My life is crashing like the pouring rain You're nothing but a memory, tattooed to my brain. I tried to scream but no sound will give way And now there's nowhere else I have left to stay. You are the only one I have in my life Too bad with you there’s only strife I tried so hard to just to run away But now I realize this is where I stay There's just no end to pleasing you You only seem to see your own point of view I tried to scream but no sound will give way And now there's nowhere else I have left to stay. I tried so hard just to run away But now I realize this is where I stay I tried to scream but no sound will give way And now there's nowhere else I have left to stay
14.
White Noise 03:24
What will it take to make it through (those aren't even the words, are they?) Yo Lesbian, I'm in love. Don't walk out the door (what are you gonna do?) Be here forevermore Spencer hates girls It's gonna pop! Amen and I think... Like a wolf in sheep's clothing you throw me in the abyss (be better off alone) where the words make more sense. Go to fucking college Luke I am your fucking father Fuck this Clap for this shit, clap for it bitch. One more time. Your breath smells Does it?

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released November 1, 2012

Sam Rucker - Guitars, Vocals, Synths
Spencer Lovell - Bass, Vocals
Jordan Bettner - Drums, Vocals

Artwork by Paul Beveridge Design.

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