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Pilot
01:15
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2. |
Hostage
05:18
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My mind’s filled with frightening temptations.
You’ve got me trapped in our conversations.
Can’t feel a thing, no pleasure or pain.
Have I finally crossed to insane?
Well this place, it sure looks familiar.
Unfriendly and cold it’s painting a picture.
Back when we could bond so well.
But we know that’s all gone to hell.
Now it seems I’m only a victim.
A strange set of plans, just part of your system.
There’s no hope or chance of departure.
Your hostage, your slave, your prey you must capture.
I keep on calling, but no one is listening. Is this the end of it all?
If you can hear this I need you so bad right now. Can you please help me at all?
I’m still stuck here waiting with feet nailed to the floor. I’m desperately clinging to hope.
I know that it’s no use, so sick of the abuse and still finding some way to cope.
I’ve tried planning endless escape routes
But all have been blocked by worries and self doubts
In fear of your violent behavior
Wish I could scream, call out for a savior
All my efforts are weak and so useless
But every attack feels even more ruthless
If I was strong you know I would try
But now I fear this life ‘til I die
I’m just a prisoner of our own war
And like most what’s the fight for?
Scared for my life until the end
I’ll never give up, I’ll never give in.
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3. |
Same Damn Thing
01:53
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Saying the same thing over and over again, never should be said.
These endless thoughts are clouding my vision, and swimming through my head.
I should stop now before everything starts to fall apart.
You'd think I'd learn from all of my experiences but I'm not quite that smart.
‘Cause it's the same damn thing
Again and again.
Same bite and sting
Just to know where I've been.
Followed my own damn heart
Just to book it and run.
Right back to the start
Can't see what I've done.
Hearing the same thing over and over again, never seems to end.
This time's just one too many it seems, far too late to mend.
This vicious cycle lasts for eternity, oh god help me now.
I was told that everything will get better, but I just can't see how.
Yeah it's the same damn thing
Again and again.
Same bite and sting
Just to know where I've been.
And I know it's me
I knew all along
Let me hear you scream
You're right I was wrong
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4. |
Chica Nerd De
02:11
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She's all alone and never knows why
Just left out with no explanation
No one ever gives her a chance
Just pushed aside, no consideration
She's stronger now than they'd ever know
And smarter too well that's for sure
But times a change and make you yearn,
Now watch as all your tables turn.
Nerd girl turned beautiful
Is pursued 'til she'll
Turn back to her world
Which place will she decide?
Will they coincide?
Or will it all unfurl?
She's got the choice, a new found voice,
Yet somehow things just don't feel right.
Surrounded now by mobs and crowds,
No longer can she sleep at night.
It's all too much, the tricks of fame,
No more she says it's too insane.
She must find some way out of here,
But what to do it's so unclear.
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5. |
Say Good Night
03:02
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I wish that I was perfect
Can you tell me if it's worth it
Just please don't take your time
You already stole too much of mine
I wish that you would smile
Makes things better for awhile
But I guess if we're not right
There's no need to say goodnight
Lately I have wondered why my thoughts are so tempting,
But my words sound so empty.
I'm no good for this and your no good for me.
You won't believe it now but trust me...
We're better off somewhere else, happier, with someone else.
We're only kidding ourselves don't you see?
I would never lie to you, it's the last thing that I want to do,
and that's why I think you don't need me.
What will it take to re-animate, my confidence is fading.
Things aren't quite how they used to be.
But whats with all the lies, the hiding and disguise,
well that's not all I hear her saying.
We're better off somewhere else, happier, with someone else.
We're only kidding ourselves don't you see?
I would never lie to you, it's the last thing that I want to do,
and that's why I think, you don't need me.
Lately I have found out why my thoughts are so tempting,
and yet my words sound so empty.
I'm no good at this, and we're no good you see.
You won't believe it now but trust me...
I think we should just move on.
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6. |
Take Me Away
02:59
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I was just walking down the street when I saw
this beautiful girl so I asked her name.
"What's it to you?" she said, starting to walk away.
"Just the beginning" I said to her.
Quickly she turned back around and then asked me
"Do you know what you'll get yourself into?"
Gladly I replied without any words
I took her hand and we made our way.
We've got places to be
The whole world to see
Just say yes and follow me
We'll take a chance
Not a backwards glance
Is this a rush or is this romance?
It's become years now and we've made it somehow
I guess we're for sure that we're here to stay.
Though something is wrong and now not quite as strong
We need to find some way out of here.
I began searching, planning and researching
I finally found what's been missing
We packed up and left town moving all around
It's time to be gone and on our way.
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7. |
Common Place
02:33
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Well there are some girls out there that want a little bit more
But the ones that I see well they're just plain whores
You got the chicks with the tits and not enough clothes
As santa likes to call them ho ho hoes.
I know this girl who makes me wanna hurl
You wanna know why, ‘cause she did some guy
No protection, just straight up erection
Call MTV, I'm 16 and pregnant
Well there are some guys out there that want a little bit more
But the ones that I see are just trying to score.
They seem to think they're the shit, king of all of the cliques
Never realizing they're just hypocrites.
I know this guy yeah, he was pretty cool
Until he got kicked out of school
Smoking weed in the parking lot
Then went home and did a round of shots
Cut the shit now come on people
Can’t you see what's going on?
Get out of this blur your in and
Fix a world full of wrong.
Come on now, let's get real here
Is this really what you want?
Kids already grow up too fast
Parents act so nonchalant
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8. |
Waste of Time
03:06
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Don't say that you don't care, you know it was unfair
To act like you will ever forgive me
I tried not to argue, or hold it against you
It’s too late to say what you think about me
It's more than blind passion to feed this burning need and
It's gonna take persuasion to conquer all this greed and
It's more than the lies pretending that we're fine
It's more than those stupid fights I've wasted so much time.
I gotta get you...
Out of my mind, just a matter of time.
And I don’t think I’ll be just fine.
It's more than wrong, and just not right,
Leaving me so alone tonight.
I won't be tied down to those chains,
The chains that have caused me so much pain
and I'll warn others to avoid this fate,
Before it all ends up too late.
It feels like an age, where life is so fake
and I'm giving more than I'll ever take
You're just a waste of time, and I won't be fine,
Here with you and all the things you do.
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9. |
Where In the World?
03:39
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It's been so long can I see you again?
Where in the world have you been?
I've been so lost now can you find me?
Where in the world could you be?
One more day just seems too many,
Can I hold on until then?
Pass the time I'm counting seconds,
1,2,3,4,5,6,10
I've been waiting oh so long now,
Enough to lose my one track mind.
I need you here, I need you closer.
You're the one I need to find.
Every breath inhaled is magic,
and I miss it terribly.
Again already, it's so tragic.
I really need you here with me.
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10. |
Maple Leaf
03:02
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Hey there how did I get here?
Come on now give me an answer.
This place seems so familiar,
But I know I've never been here.
This world is just is just like another,
But feels so much better.
It's painless and easy to get to.
It almost seems to good to be true.
Fall asleep knowing its no longer night,
Keep telling yourself it's alright.
Awake to the sunrise swear never to leave,
But now I know that it's all make believe.
As I woke up the next day,
I knew that I could not stay.
Where my thoughts seem to wander,
To a place so much fonder.
My only wish is to go back,
‘Cause then I'd finally be on track.
Now that this dream is no more,
I've got to find what I'm here for.
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11. |
Interlude
02:22
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12. |
All My Friends
02:40
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Well I... know I'm not the only one who wants to just be someone else,
To run away and end the day before my brain tries to convulse.
It doesn't help there's no agreement the fake bullshit, oh now you mean it?
This guilt trip's going nowhere fast, I swear I'm having such a blast.
What if no one out there wants you?
Even though we've all made amends.
Well it's sad but it's still the truth.
And I now I've lost all my friends.
I don't know what's going on, but I'll admit that I was wrong.
So should everyone I guess, but now it's just a fucked up mess.
It's funny how your ice cold words burnt so many bridges now.
So condescending and offending, empty feelings fill me now.
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13. |
A Love/Hate Relationship
02:48
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Assertive, unheard of, you’re the kind of girl that I need.
Delicious, suspicious, I somehow want you under my skin.
You're crazy, amazing, and have me wrapped around your finger.
Delightful, yet spiteful, that's the best and all I have now.
Tear me apart ‘cause you know I like it.
Tell me what's right and I won't even fight it.
I know it's not right but one day you'll see,
I love you more, the more you hate me.
Controlling, and holding, my whole life right out of my reach.
The whining, and crying, just to get what you desire.
You're flaunting, I'm wanting, but I know it's not meant to be.
I just need to leave now, but that’s easier said than done.
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14. |
Fight For It
03:53
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I fight and fight but none of it impresses you.
No more I tell myself cause this just won't do.
You used me over and over ‘til I collapsed.
Now and then I think of us even in this relapse.
You quickly run away from all of your problems.
Never knowing what they were or where the issue stems.
I worried you over and over ‘til you cried.
Things don't always go as planned but at least we tried.
Together, we'll never, decide which way to go.
Forever I'm tethered, I shouldn't like it although,
it feels like, we're always on a reality show.
This drama, can't end us, I just can't let you go.
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15. |
Fall of Technology
03:19
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16. |
Dreams
03:10
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From day one you're always told what you cannot do.
It seems not so but just look back and you might find it true.
Your dreams and such ambitious goals get trampled everyday.
From the old and foolish to the new it's all been thrown away.
Outside I watch dreams fall to pieces and can't help wonder why.
They all say these dreams are all so useless, it's just the biggest lie.
As life goes on you're always questioned what you will become.
But why ask if they have no faith it even could be done.
I just can't stand the ever constant negativity.
Of all the others judging you on what you'll never be.
Inside I see kids fall to pieces, as all of their hopes die.
Someone out there's got to tell them, just give it one more try.
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