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Abusive relationships, physical, psychological, and verbal are not cool. This song is for anyone who feels trapped.

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My mind’s filled with frightening temptations.
You’ve got me trapped in our conversations.
Can’t feel a thing, no pleasure or pain.
Have I finally crossed to insane?
Well this place, it sure looks familiar.
Unfriendly and cold it’s painting a picture.
Back when we could bond so well.
But we know that’s all gone to hell.
Now it seems I’m only a victim.
A strange set of plans, just part of your system.
There’s no hope or chance of departure.
Your hostage, your slave, your prey you must capture.

I keep on calling, but no one is listening. Is this the end of it all?
If you can hear this I need you so bad right now. Can you please help me at all?
I’m still stuck here waiting with feet nailed to the floor. I’m desperately clinging to hope.
I know that it’s no use, so sick of the abuse and still finding some way to cope.

I’ve tried planning endless escape routes
But all have been blocked by worries and self doubts
In fear of your violent behavior
Wish I could scream, call out for a savior
All my efforts are weak and so useless
But every attack feels even more ruthless
If I was strong you know I would try
But now I fear this life ‘til I die
I’m just a prisoner of our own war
And like most what’s the fight for?
Scared for my life until the end
I’ll never give up, I’ll never give in.

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from Innovated For Your Entertainment, released December 1, 2013

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