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Oxymoronic

by Disposed

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1.
“How could you say something so mean? Don’t you know all about my anxiety? And even though we’ve never met, I assume every word you say, must be a threat!” When did we reach the point Where everything disappoints? Yeah we’ve finally gone too far Specks of dust are leaving scars When did we lose our minds? Where do we draw the lines? Yeah we’ve finally gone too far Everybody gets gold stars “How could you say something so obscene Don’t you know that t-t-triggers me Why can’t you comfort my fragile state When others have fun, it really fills me with hate!” Wasting all my time Find something better to do Oh boo-hoo why can’t you find something better to do Better for you Find something that’s worth your time but please don’t waste mine
2.
Puppeteer 02:59
She walked right past me as if I wasn’t even there Black boots and long blonde hair and not a single heart to spare I took a gaze into the haze behind perplexing eyes But she’s a cold blooded killer and I’m the one who dies She doesn’t give a fuck, no she don’t even care But don’t look twice ‘cuz she’ll kill you with that stare Take me the fuck away from here Be my love puppeteer Blame me for all of your despair Drain my mind from all of this fear
3.
Haven’t sang about romance In quite some time I guess But when we met at the show I thought I had a chance So I planned so carefully You wanted to hang out with me Hooked up on the day before A boyfriend I did not foresee That’s when everything got fucked up About the time that I gave up on luck It’s hard not to give a fuck Heartbreak doesn’t ever not suck Thanks for making me care once more Now I’m drunk and on the floor Did you really think this through Expected so much more from you Well I’m glad you found your gangster I’m sure that he’s a keeper Stars-n-bars and wet porn stars Have nothing on my guitars
4.
So many things that we both share And to me no one else compares There’s no conflict between our morals Maybe just maybe we’ll be more than pals I’m still waiting for the day When this finally feels okay These thoughts just won’t go away I guess that they’re here to stay I’m still waiting for the day When this finally feels okay There’s still things I wanna say I hope you know that now I'm here to stay So many new ideas to discuss You’ve always been someone I could trust There’s been something that I’m dying to say I just want to know if you feel the same way Please feel the same
5.
Tourniquet 02:05
Let’s smoke some weed Just hang out with me And we’ll smoke a big fat fucking bowl of weed I’ve got a big dick And I’ll give it all to you If you just give me the opportunity to These strings in my head, they weigh me down I feel like I’ve been here a time or two before The reel in my mind, plays on and on A bad movie that I wish I wasn’t a part of It’s totally fucked up I’ll fuck you up I’ll fucking punch you in the throat I’ll gouge out your eyes Just give me one chance Another fucking stupid glance And I’ll make sure that you never walk again It’s totally fucked up I just wanna live without a crutch And for some that request seems too much But I’m the one living this And you’re totally fucking cruel And still you’re twisting on that tourniquet, Tourniquet for you Drawing on that that tourniquet, Tourniquet with me Twisting on that tourniquet, tourniquet, tourniquet Tourniquet, tourniquet, tourniquet You choke the blood out from my brain
6.
Everyone I know thinks they are someone truly special A hero in their own mind, they deserve a medal But there’s just one problem with this self important preach ‘Cause if everyone was special, well who would be unique? I wish that this wasn’t true but why try to deny That everyone is selfish, and too afraid to die? But no one asked for this, they’re thrown out on their own So what would you expect, when it’s all they’ve ever known? It’s overwhelming and now I’m dwelling On everything that I’ve screwed up This stress is unrelenting I know that I’m wrong, I knew it all along There’s no need to remind me I’ll acknowledge though this song I will be there first to admit that most of my acts are More than self indulgent, and for benefit I will care for myself before anyone else And if that’s such a crime then I’ll detain myself I wish this wasn’t me, but why try to deny That I am just a narcissist, and too afraid to die? I never asked for this, can’t do it on my own I’ll just keep fucking up and I’ll reap what I’ve sown It’s all around me and now I’m drowning In all of my self pitying This burden's never ending I know that I’m wrong, I knew it all along There’s no need to remind me That’s why I wrote this song
7.
Cynic 02:43
Another day starts after twelve Hungover and I still hate myself Keep sulking in all my guilt As all of my pride starts to wilt I don’t care anymore Life well it’s such a bore I’m still looking for more But I’m just not sure what for Another night starts at the bar You know that I’ll take it too far And later you know that I’ll pay As all of my pride fades away I don’t know why I let the world pass me by So indifferent to these changes in my life Do I reject love, or all of the above? Maybe I care too much, or maybe not enough? Another night that I’ll regret Another night I won’t forget
8.
W.A.R.S. 03:04
Millions are gone lying dead at the bottom of a trench Can you imagine the stench? And most of them never had a choice Stand up and use your voice How many more families have to be torn apart? Not one single more When will this much needed change begin to start? Suit up ‘cuz it’s time to march Why is it always war? What are we fighting for? What are we fighting for? Why is it always war? Why on earth do the poor have to settle the score? It ain’t no rich man’s chore Classism has chosen you to be their martyr A life that you can barter Brainwashed to follow them into our own demise Give up your lives When will this endless slaughter ever cease? Rest in fucking piece
9.
When the hell did the whole world decide to entropy? Does no one really care? It’s global apathy Everywhere I turn I see another enemy And this aggression is so unnecessary No one knows what they're doing Who do they think they're fooling? We're all lost and grasping straws Denying all of our flaws Every interaction that we share together, Is just a mix of lies used to make ourselves feel better You may wonder what the harm is and it seems quite small but, If every moment's fake then why be real at all? I can't be the only one Who finds something wrong here We're so much better than this We don't have to live in fear No one knows what they're doing Who do they think they're fooling? We spend our whole lives faking it But do we ever even make it?
10.
I know you’re feeling down, cause he’s not around And breakups are rough, but enough is enough You took it too far, left more than a scar Do I know who you are? If you told the truth from the beginning Then no one would have gotten so hurt But now you’ve dug the biggest hole and You’ve left me to fill it with dirt I know you’re feeling sad, ‘cause she’s more than mad And breakups are rough, but enough is enough You were too damn vague, left her so afraid Now you’re wrongly portrayed
11.
Heavy 01:18
I can’t believe what I’m seeing It makes me want to scrape out my eyes I can’t believe you even exist Scum like you is just what I despise You’re a dick and it makes me sick Rewarded for just being shit If I could hate anyone more I don’t think I could I can’t believe what I’m hearing It makes me want to rip off my ears You are just the worst kind of human Psychopathic swine nobody fears You think you’re so tough And I’ve had enough No one needs you, you’re just toxic And I hope you die
12.
Twelve 05:48
I don’t want another year to start This could be the one where I fall apart Two weeks to find that someone This awful year has just begun Like the weather so capricious My actions grow more suspicious Do I spot a silver lining If it is I’ll quite my whining If this is as bad as it gets, well I guess I’m fine I just need to take it one day at a time Made it this far no turning back now Make it one more month anyhow Sun rays warm me I’m filled with glee I don’t know why but I’m finally happy Summers gone by way too quickly Where’s the time gone it’s escaped me What is my purpose? Why am I here? There must be something more than another year As my life falls back to a routine My sanity crumbles and careens Off the ledge I once thought could hold This mundane year is getting old And as it closes I just hope I won’t spend the next one in a mope Still hope the future’s bright But not on this cold and bitter night

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released September 20, 2017

Sam Rucker - Vocals, Guitars, Synths
Justin Cantrell - Bass, Vocals
Jordan Bettner - Drums, Vocals
Stephen Glover - Guitars

Tracked/Mixed by Sam Rucker & Stephen Glover
Mastered by Austin Minney
Cover Art by Tyler Cantrell & Sam Rucker

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Pop-Punk like you've never heard. Brought to you by Sam Rucker (Vocals/Guitar), Jordan Bettner (Drums) & Cody Rinker (Bass)
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